Kathy's Korner

RANDOM RAMBLINGS FROM A WOMAN PURSUING HER SECOND CALLING

Monday, April 16, 2007

A Shocking Decision!

Hey, bloggerbuddies, I'm going to take a radical sabbatical from this blog until the end of April. Yes, I know that's two whole weeks and believe me, I'm having withdrawal symptoms already, but I really think I need to concentrate on my spiritual life and physical health for awhile. So let's get together and walk the nature trail or something, ok?

I'll still check my email every night (although I don't plan to email as much myself), so CALL ME if you have anything urgent to say, ok? I DON'T want to lose touch with anyone! On the contrary, I want to carve out more time for you--real time! I love you, bloggerbuddies! Pray for me, ok?

Sunday, April 15, 2007

A sign of life!!!


OK, I admit I like my iPod a little TOO much!

.I wouldn't kill for it, though, honest!

.Oddly enough, guess what? I came home and tried it again, and IT'S WORKING!

I don't know how LONG it'll work, and the screen is still out, but I'm very grateful for a sign of life, anyway!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Smitty Wuz Here!




#1 Lady with crazy hair and Charles Billingsley
#2 Special people
#3 Michael W. Smith

Awesome day!

FOUR GOOD THINGS ABOUT TODAY!


A sweet young 4th-grade teacher in our church, Michelle Dobbs, had to drive in the bad weather all by herself to get here (her sister was supposed to come with her and didn't). Well, I think God decided to reward her for that--SHE WON THE GRAND PRIZE IN A DRAWING--A CRUISE FOR TWO!!

Chonda Pierce talked about clinical depression. She recently spent some extended time in a psychiatric hospital. Turns out that creepy pastor/dad of hers who ran off with another woman sexually abused her, too! And remember she'd had two siblings who died. She also had some serious codependency issues. She's on some kind of antidepressant now and really thinks it's God's provision for her. She came down pretty hard on people who judge other people for being on medication for depression. (Hear that, Steve Ayers?)

And guess what, Annette!? Lisa Harper (who used to run the Focus on the Family retreats) talked about your favorite subject--Song of Solomon!

And tonight I'll get to hear Michael W. Smith LIVE for the first time. I'm considering going early to get a seat in front, but I guess I'm too old to act like a groupie. Oh, heck, I don't care. Old people can do whatever they want to, can't they?

Friday, April 13, 2007

Sad News

My iPod Nano died last night. It was already sick, but I was SO hoping it wouldn't die. It faithfully got me through my run yesterday, but when I took it to bed with me last night, I discovered that it was dead. I'm very sad. It was a good Nano. A very good Nano. A gift-from-Mark-inscribed-"To G-Mama" Nano. I'll never forget it. Goodbye, my special Nano. I miss you.

(Hey, you don't suppose I'm being somewhat of a Drama Queen about it, do you?)

If I hadn't spent all my money on..well, ME, I would have bought these T-shirts for my friends who are waiting on God's direction for their future. You know who you are, so consider yourself T-shirted!

We're off!

Here we are leaving Clarksville for Branson (I know, the ultimate redneck vacation spot)! That's Gretchen Teeter outside with me, and Diane Collins (I know it doesn't look like her) and Terri Bridges, our driver, inside.

We ate a fancy lunch at Chateau On The Lake (I had quiche) and then went to the blue-roof outlet mall. Joe needed a new wallet from the leather store, and I could get it 25% off if I bought a purse, too, so I did. He'll be so impressed that I saved him money!

I also got some new shoes, because a new purse deserves new shoes, don't you think?

And I got a newborn pink outfit for my granddaughter!

Terri and Diane are leaving to shop more, I think, but I'm staying in here at the Clarion. It's has GREAT windows (it's rare to stay in a hotel that isn't DARK) and a balcony, although it's too cold to sit outside. (In fact, it HAILED while we were at the mall!)

I've been talking to Annette, but my cell phone keeps dropping her. Their new church has a praise service with a band!!!! Woohoo!!!

I think I'll take a nap. I kinda overdid it running yesterday, and I can feel it today. I'm not as young as I used to be....

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Love That Runner's High

We took to the streets tonight at Paris instead of staying on the track. It had some hills so it was harder than the track, and we ran 45 minutes, which is longer than we've been doing. It was WONDERFUL! I think the only reason I run is for the runner's high. Is that bad?

GOD'S TOOLS


Isaiah 64:8 says, “We are the clay and You our potter; and all of us are the work of Your hand.”


I've been thinking about some of the tools God uses to mold us.

The Bible is a biggie! Even when I'm just reading routinely, God seems to break in and speak to me so personally!

The church is another tool God uses to mold me. It's the place where we meet to encourage each other and hold one another accountable.

Suffering, as much as I hate it, is another tool God uses for our good, because when we're suffering, we run directly to God for comfort and help. He uses our painful circumstances to shape us even more, and when we submit to his work, we come out of our suffering looking more Christlike than ever before.

God’s transforming work goes on all the time, and if we want to glorify our Lord by faithfully reflecting Him, we've gotta let him use all three of those tools!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Green Forest is the dot!

Remember how my friend Annette got fired from her part-time job by a computer at Cracker Barrel? Well, she just got a gift of $2,500 totally unexpectedly from a relative! It would have taken her 8 months to earn that much! So I don't think she got fired as much as she got DELIVERED from NEEDING that little job because God planned to lavish money on her!

And she didn't really have time to keep working there anyway because she'll be packing! Her husband is being promoted to a church in Green Forest. I've been really praying that she'd move closer to me, and it is! It's near Harrison (where Madeline lived for awhile) and Berryville (where my sister lives), so I won't think anything about getting in my car and driving up there for the day!

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Nearly all of you, my dear bloggerbuddies, are on the verge of something new. Be encouraged that God is sovereign and good and he has good plans for YOU, too!

Worship Small Group/IWI


I'm kinda sad that our Worship small group is meeting for the last time tonight. It has been a great group! Thanks for having it, Mark!
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The silver lining is that since my mentees and I have that time carved out anyway, we will start meeting at that time (except for Lisa, who is helping with practice for the kids' musical). I've been wanting us to find a time to meet since we began our Girlfriends Group in January, so that's good.
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LaMar, who wrote the Pulse study, is the founder of the International Worship Institute that Mark takes us to in July. I had never actually read LaMar's story until today, when I received this by email--
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LaMar grew up believing that extravagant worship was irreverent. Then, in 1973, he attended a revival at Glad Tidings Temple in Vancouver. The 120-voice choir wore robes, sang without printed music, marched down the aisle from the back of the church, and sang a four-part harmony that gave Boschman chills.
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That day, LaMar walked away from his legacy of conservative worship and into spirit-led praise and adoration to God. For the first time, this young Mennonite found vertical worship. In his new-found freedom and obedience to the scriptures--like "Lift up your hands in the sanctuary and bless the Lord!" (Psalms 134)--LaMar transcended from spectator to true worshiper.
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Don't you love it when God breaks out and changes a person?

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

They say the cutest things!


It's so much fun being around little kids again! Today I took Samantha and Emily home after school so Lisa could go to Curves, and Emily was talking from the back seat, and she said,
"Whatever you get out, you have to put it back. The Bible says so."

10 THINGS I'M CELEBRATING ON THIS DREARY TUESDAY

l. Jesus is alive!

2. I'm HIS and he's MINE!

3. I have a truly worshiping church.

4. I just finished reading the whole Bible in 70 days. (Well, I skimmed a little of it.)

5. I've got a great husband and family and wonderful friends.

6. I'll soon have two grandbabies--a boy and a girl!

7. I'm retired! No more long drives to work every day!

8. I'm running a 5k race May 12 with some Paris women!

9. Joe finished the income tax today and we get money back!

10. I'm experiencing the special blessing promised to anyone who reads the book of Revelation!

Ok, that last one is weird, but I really think there's something to it because I feel inordinately blessed today!

What things are YOU celebrating today?

Monday, April 09, 2007

I Had Fun Today!

I went with the Es to Samantha and Emily's gymnastic classes after school today! I love doing things with them--it makes me feel like a real grandmother, which I soon
........................WILL BE!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Easter Pictures

Ginger with Laney Anne (or something like that) inside--



Joe decided to show off his belly, too--

HE IS RISEN!

He is risen indeed!
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Let's celebrate with all our might,
Bloggerbuddies!
By the way, the B.C. creator died yesterday. This is from CNN: "Later in his career, some of Hart's cartoons had religious themes, a reflection of his own Christian faith. That sometimes led to controversy. A strip published on Easter Sunday in 2001 drew protests from Jewish groups and led several newspapers to drop the strip. The cartoon depicted a menorah transforming into a cross, with accompanying text quoting some of Jesus Christ's dying words. Critics said it implied that Christianity supersedes Judaism. His color strip published Sunday, the day after he died, featured dialogue from the Bible."
Check out another great Easter video at

Saturday, April 07, 2007

I'm happy today!

Yesterday I felt very somber, but today I feel plain silly, as you can see!
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Annette called yesterday and we laughed as she told me how a computer at Cracker Barrell fired her! Seriously, her cash register didn't come out right at the end of a busy night, and it said, "You have been terminated!"
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Then Sandy gave me a beautiful pink baby quilt she made for my granddaughter! Ginger is coming today so I'll give it to her. I'm excited about seeing her, and I'm glad I'll have my husband, daughter, and mother in the second service with me tomorrow.
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Also Lisa called this morning, just to talk. I always love to talk to her. We're going to Branson next weekend with a bunch of FBC women, and she's trying to figure out who can help with the girls while she's gone because Mark will be tied up some of the time.
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I can't wait until church tomorrow! The choir is singing an awesome song, "Saved the Day," and Spring came up with a great drama!
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And I'm happy today because Jesus didn't stay in the tomb very long! He is risen!!

Friday, April 06, 2007

It's Friday, But Sunday's Coming!


I really wanted to post the Good Friday video that a lot of people are putting on their blogs, but I can't quite get the hang of YouTube yet. So why don't you click one of the links below and watch it on somebody else's blog, ok?





We are not happy campers today. We found out this morning that Joe has more skin cancer (on his arm this time), so he's looking at more surgery in a couple of weeks. He went into a bad depression last time, so please pray for him, ok?

It's Friday, but Sunday's coming!!

Thursday, April 05, 2007

CROSS WALK

Tonight I walked meditatively through FBC's Cross Walk, which is a labyrinth with candles and beautiful music and five stations of the cross. It was an unusual experience to have at a Baptist church, I think, and I found it very moving. When I got home, I read these thoughts from a Christianity Today article about the variety of ways God reveals himself to us.

Mary Magdalene, weeping outside the empty tomb, has to be called by name before she recognizes Christ. Before that, she thought he was a gardener.

Ten disciples, gathered in a room in sorrow and fear, need Christ to breathe his peace on them before they recognize him. Before that, they thought he was a ghost.

Two travelers from Emmaus walked with Christ and talked with him about salvation history all the way to their city, but recognized him only when he held up some bread and blessed it. Before that, they thought he was simply a learned traveler.

Thomas, the great doubter, wanted to put his fingers in the nail holes of the Cross and his hand in the pierced side of Christ before accepting him. Prior to that, he thought Christ was a fraud.

And Peter recognized Christ only after he performed the miracle of filling Peter's nets with fish. Later Peter had to sit through a threefold cross-examination as to whether he really believed in the resurrected Lord whom he had just denied: "Simon, do you love me?" "Do you love me?" "Do you love me?"

There is a little bit of Mary Magdalene in all of us: times when we swoon with pain and grief and need God's call to comfort us.

There is a little bit of the Emmaus travelers in all of us: times when we talk idly about divine matters but see God only in the sublime simplicity of the sacrament.

There is a little bit of the huddled disciples in all of us: times when our faith puts us in jeopardy and fear, and we need God's peace to be breathed on us.

There is a little bit of Thomas in all of us: times that we are so overcome by doubt and skepticism that we need God's touch to assure and anchor us.

And there is a little bit of Peter in all of us: times when we deny and betray our Lord and need a miracle to remind us of God's majesty or a divine conversation to move us to confess our faith unflinchingly.

Thank you, Lord, for revealing yourself in a diversity of ways! And thank you, Spring and Mark, for all the work you did to give us a new way to encounter him!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

It's a girl!!

Ginger found out today that her baby is a girl, and we are THRILLED!

I always pictured her baby as a little girl with curly hair!

We've proposed babysitting every Wednesday and also going back on Saturdays to free them up if they want to go anywhere.

She is due Aug. 24, and we can't wait!!

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

A Holy Week Exercise

Bloggerbuddies,

This is Holy Week! How are you preparing yourself for Resurrection Sunday?

Here's an idea for you! Go to Travis Cottrell's website and listen to the song 2000 Years.

Click the link below and I bet it'll start playing automatically. (If it doesn't, click the "music" tab and it'll be listed.)

After the music starts, you can minimize that screen and come back here to read the words as you listen.

http://traviscottrell.com/main.html

I posted the words once, but here they are again:

If I could see 2000 years ago
Travel back in time
And walk in the day
When just one man
Turned the world upside down

If I could be
A guest at the wedding
And taste the wine
That was water moments before
Would I realize what was really in store
That there would be so much more

Would I fall down and worship
Leave all that I treasured behind
For a chance to be closer
To the man who might
Be the One who saves my life

If I hear His voice
Call to Lazarus
Stand and stare as my friend stumbles
Out of the tomb
Or witness blind men
See their first morning sky
Would I believe what He says to be true

If I was there the night
Soldiers took Him away
Would I flee the scene
Like most of His friends
Then watch on the cross
What I thought was the end
What would I do then

Would I fall down and worship
Leave all that I treasured behind
For a chance to be closer
To the man who might
Be the One who saves my life

And what would it be like
After three days gone by
Would I believe what they said
Or wanna see with my own eyes
Put my hand on the scars
Only then realize
My Lord, my God, alive

WILL I fall down and worship
Leave all that I treasure behind
For a chance to be closer

'Cause He is still alive
And the One who saves my life


That'll give us something to ponder this Holy Week, huh?!

Monday, April 02, 2007

Happy Birthday, Shea!





This is Shea, Jody's stepson who is turning 3 years old today. He's a real sweetie! Happy birthday, Shea!

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Wonderful Old-time Gospel Music

I'm feeling very blessed today, because I've searched for months, and I finally found this wonderful record on eBay! I just LOVE country gospel, especially the old-time songs, don't you?

Mark, you'll probably want to borrow this and teach the songs to the praise team.

By the way, does anyone know what today is (besides Palm Sunday)?

Palm Sunday Memories


It's still dark outside, but I'm too miserable to sleep! I slept very little last night , so to redeem the time I started thinking about my favorite Palm Sunday memories.

Memory #1--I joined FBC on Palm Sunday 15 years ago! I’ve actually been there 17 years, but I waited two years to see if Joe would join with me. He wouldn’t, but he gave me his blessing. I joined on a Sunday night when few people were there, and most people thought I was already a member, so it didn’t really make a blip on the screen, except in my heart. It's not a perfect church, but I don't think there's another one around like it, and I'm so glad I'm part of it!

Memory #2--One year I went with the youth to Waco to a Poverty Simulation, where we lived homeless for three days. On Palm Sunday we attended “The Church Under the Bridge” (no building, just a gathering of poor and homeless people under an overpass near Baylor). We waved palm branches as Jesus (who was black!) rode into the area on a donkey. We also had a foot washing while they played a great song I already loved called “The Basin and the Towel” by Michael Card.

In an upstairs room, a parable
is just about to come alive.
And while they bicker about who’s best,
with a painful glance, He’ll silently rise.
Their Savior Servant must show them how
through the will of the water
and the tenderness of the towel.
And the call is to community,
The impoverished power that sets the soul free.
In humility, to take the vow,
that day after day we must take up the basin and the towel.
In any ordinary place,
on any ordinary day,
the parable can live again
when one will kneel and one will yield.
Our Savior Servant must show us how
through the will of the water
and the tenderness of the towel.
And the space between ourselves sometimes
is more than the distance between the stars.
By the fragile bridge of the Servant’s bow
we take up the basin and the towel.

Memory #3—Last March when Annette and I were in Israel, we walked down the very road (it was down a hill) where Jesus (the real Jesus!) rode in on a donkey. I don’t have words to describe the feeling, but I’ll never forget it. Annette and I sang a hosanna song as we walked! (When we got back, Annette rode a camel and did the princess wave, but that’s sorta beside the point.)

Here’s something to meditate on this Palm Sunday by J. Lee Grady. It's long, but it's important, so take the time, ok, bloggerbuddies?

During one of my recent visits to Nigeria I was asked to speak at a conference in downtown Lagos. The meeting was to take place at the Muson Centre, a fancy civic auditorium, and I was told that several prominent church leaders would be in the audience. Of course it would require me to wear my suit, since all Nigerian Christians wear their Sunday best on such occasions.

Around 4 p.m. my friends picked me up and we began the drive from Lekki, a nearby suburb. Unfortunately, “nearby” in Lagos can mean more than an hour in the car—most of which is sitting in standstill traffic in 95 degree heat. While it is a city of 11 million, Lagos has about three traffic lights. Intersections are always snarled. Getting anywhere often requires miraculous intervention

Sure enough we hit a nightmarish jam and I found myself stranded in a cloud of dust and exhaust fumes. My friends began to call people at the convention hall to discuss alternate routes. Then they began to discuss alternate modes of transportation. (Someone even suggested using a boat to cross the lake near the intersection where we were trapped!)

I listened to the phone conversations and heard someone mention “Okata.” I figured this must be the driver who was coming to rescue us. I was looking forward to greeting Mr. Okata.

But in a few minutes my friend Andy explained that okata was not a person but a form of transportation. It is, in fact, the poor man’s taxi, a crude motorcycle that whisks only the bravest and most desperate travelers to their destinations.

Before I had a chance to weigh my options, the okata arrived. The driver was not wearing a helmet, and he did not offer me one. He revved his motor and smiled wickedly, as if to say, “Come and join me on your journey to certain death.”

I breathed a prayer and then straddled the vinyl seat, holding onto my driver for dear life. Within seconds we were weaving between cars at a fast clip, stirring up red dust and attracting curious glances from the locals. The sight of a white guy in a black suit barreling through town on the back of a motorcycle taxi must have looked like a scene from a Nigerian comedy film.

I opened my eyes a few times, only to see that we were headed into a 2-foot-wide space between two buses that were inching closer to each other by the second. I squeezed my driver tighter, groaned and shut my eyes again. The driver again laughed wickedly and sped onward.

I began to think of my mother. Every time I go to Africa she worries that I will die. “I am not telling my mother about this,” I said aloud. Nobody heard me. The scratchy roar of the cycle’s engine seemed to drown out all other noises in Lagos.

We weaved through more traffic, jumped on and off sidewalks, squeezed through more intersections and finally pulled in front of the Muson Centre—where many of the bishops of Lagos were waiting for me, “the man of God,” to arrive with my entourage.

They got the shock of their lives. I drove up on the back of an okata, my suit and shoes covered with dust. It could have been an embarrassing scene, but as soon as I stepped off the cycle and said goodbye to my driver (and thanked him for sparing my life) I recognized this was a holy moment.

When I took the podium that evening, I told my Nigerian hosts that my unorthodox arrival was actually full of prophetic meaning. I apologized to them for the way some American ministers have demanded limousines, red carpets and celebrity treatment. And I exhorted them to renounce the arrogance, pride and entitlement that characterize so much of Western Christianity.

When Jesus came into the world, He made His first appearance in a lowly manger. Just days before His crucifixion, He entered Jerusalem on a humble donkey that He had to borrow from residents of a poor village (see Matt. 21:1-4). He did not demand fancy horses, regal guards or trumpet blasts. He laid aside His kingly glory and took on the form of a bondservant.

If Jesus had visited Lagos, He probably would have used an okata. As we celebrate His entry into Jerusalem this Palm Sunday, let’s remember that our risen King is calling us to return to humility—a value I fear we sophisticated Christians in the 21st century have lost
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Happy Palm Sunday, bloggerbuddies!